One Punch, No Bell.
January 1979. Dehra Dun winter: the kind of cold that makes your thoughts brittle and your lies freeze on the way out. We did PT in blazers and flannels because changing into whites felt like a luxury the mountains hadn’t approved.
Boxing season. An annual plague in the name of house pride. All you needed was a pulse and the idiocy to put your hand up.
We, the fresh shipment of eleven- and not yet twelve-year-olds, wrists like matchsticks, were marched out for inspection. Seniors circled, smiling the way butchers smile at lambs who’ve been handed gloves instead of a last meal.
Mine were museum pieces: cracked leather, dark with someone else’s old wars. My fingers swam inside them like minnows in a bucket.
A senior I vaguely knew (thirteen going on prehistoric) was told to teach me guard. He demonstrated “guard” with the enthusiasm of a man teaching a chair to sit. Left up, right up, chin somewhere in the vicinity of shame. Good enough.
It was the universal male message: figure out the rest when the hurting starts.
“Spar.”
I lifted my gloves like a prayer I didn’t believe in, elbows wide, chin sightseeing in another province. He slid inside my guard the way smoke finds the gap under a door and planted one clean shot flush on the cheek.
World flashed white, then red, then very, very quiet.
The field kept moving. Jumping jacks carried on their moron parade. A whistle blew somewhere, bored. I stood ringing like a temple bell someone had hit for fun.
He stepped back, signed his work, walked off.
I tasted blood and the sharper taste of revelation: this wasn’t boxing.
This was baptism, RIMC style.
We were being tested for who would cry, who would flail, who would file the moment away for later.
I did none of the first two.
That night, lying in the dorm listening to twenty boys pretend to sleep, I made a promise to the dark: Never again will someone hit me and walk away smiling.
I kept it. Not by turning bully (zero originality points), but by becoming impossible to bully. I grew tall, sure. More importantly, I grew certain.
The cheek healed in a week.
The lesson stayed.
I made the team anyway. Probably because I just looked at him until the horizon got interesting. Something in the eyes passed inspection.
From that morning on, I boxed. Not because I loved the sport (though I grew to), but because I refused to let one cheap shot write the ending. House matches, inter-house, inter-school, then the Academy years later: every time I wrapped my hands I felt that original sting, a tuning fork reminding me what frequency I never intended to hum again.
The senior ? He and I have been friends for almost 40 years now.
That day, he was just the hammer. I was the blade.
Some punches don’t knock you out.
They just knock you awake.