One Punch, No Bell.

January 1979. Dehra Dun winter: the kind of cold that makes your thoughts brittle and your lies freeze on the way out. We did PT in blazers and flannels because changing into whites felt like a luxury the mountains hadn’t approved.
Boxing season. An annual plague in the name of house pride. All you needed was a pulse and the idiocy to put your hand up.


We, the fresh shipment of eleven- and not yet twelve-year-olds, wrists like matchsticks, were marched out for inspection. Seniors circled, smiling the way butchers smile at lambs who’ve been handed gloves instead of a last meal.


Mine were museum pieces: cracked leather, dark with someone else’s old wars. My fingers swam inside them like minnows in a bucket.


A senior I vaguely knew (thirteen going on prehistoric) was told to teach me guard. He demonstrated “guard” with the enthusiasm of a man teaching a chair to sit. Left up, right up, chin somewhere in the vicinity of shame. Good enough.
It was the universal male message: figure out the rest when the hurting starts.

“Spar.”

I lifted my gloves like a prayer I didn’t believe in, elbows wide, chin sightseeing in another province. He slid inside my guard the way smoke finds the gap under a door and planted one clean shot flush on the cheek.

Small thunderclap.
World flashed white, then red, then very, very quiet.

The field kept moving. Jumping jacks carried on their moron parade. A whistle blew somewhere, bored. I stood ringing like a temple bell someone had hit for fun.


He stepped back, signed his work, walked off.


I tasted blood and the sharper taste of revelation: this wasn’t boxing.

This was baptism, RIMC style.

We were being tested for who would cry, who would flail, who would file the moment away for later.
I did none of the first two.


That night, lying in the dorm listening to twenty boys pretend to sleep, I made a promise to the dark: Never again will someone hit me and walk away smiling.

I kept it. Not by turning bully (zero originality points), but by becoming impossible to bully. I grew tall, sure. More importantly, I grew certain.

The cheek healed in a week.
The lesson stayed.

I made the team anyway. Probably because I just looked at him until the horizon got interesting. Something in the eyes passed inspection.

From that morning on, I boxed. Not because I loved the sport (though I grew to), but because I refused to let one cheap shot write the ending. House matches, inter-house, inter-school, then the Academy years later: every time I wrapped my hands I felt that original sting, a tuning fork reminding me what frequency I never intended to hum again.

The senior ? He and I have been friends for almost 40 years now.

That day, he was just the hammer.
 I was the blade.

Some punches don’t knock you out.
They just knock you awake.